End this, shall we ?

Actually I dont know wht to write, but I feel like writing

First of all, I am happy with my new life and I am happy being myself :) I want to meet my best friends, hanging out, telling jokes and stories. I just want to enjoy life, spending time. Since I have problems with him, everything is different to me. And I just thought that maybe this is the time to be more matured in life. Yes, MATURED.

I believe that, all people needs love, wants love, wants to be loved, wants to love someone. No matter who he/she is, they need at least once. At least one tiny bit of attention. We can't run from it. Thats what people is kn ? Sometimes I ask myself, what do I want ? Sometimes I know the answer, and sometimes I don't.. I don't know wht do I feel anymore. Aku dh makin malas atas segala-galanya. But yeah, things are not always bright, we had our dark times. And Im tired of this situation, we're no longer in the same direction, you know what I mean. We messed it up.

Seriously, I really don't care about what you are saying, I live in my own life. I just want to be the best of a person can be.
Run with me, if you think you're not ready, then leave me.

It's hard when you want people to understand things that you've been through, things that you've saw. Something that is by experiencing it, then only you'll get it, you'll understand it. All we need in life is challenge, without challenge, life can be so FUCKING BORED, and we will never improve ourselves rite ? In life we need spirit to win, or you'll be left behind and stay alone forever. I wanted to go forward, but I got pulled again and again.. All people move on, even for a one step. But I'm still sitting here. I try to make things go different ways.

Emm, Im annoying sometimes for you, yeah I admit that ! And I wanted to say Im sorry. I dont have people to talked to. And if u hate me, or want to ignore me, just tell me laa.. u know, JUST SAY IT! Jgn simpan, nanti jd dendam. Dont make me wait, I hate waiting. It makes me think more and more without a solution. Just straight forward, no berhelah-helah, no ayt-ayt bermaksud ok ?

Well.. I think I'm getting better, but I'm not sure. Maybe this is just temporary, but sure it feels comfortable :)

Guys remember this ;

" FRIENDS NEVER LEAVE, LOVERS DID "

This post is for one particular person in my mind. Not you, not you, but him. So before you make any judgment to me, make sure you're that person. Please dont ask me " Is that about me that u write at your blog ? ". I'll fuck person that ask this question. HAHAHA.