16 November 2008

Again

Hello people of the world ! We meet again :)

Actually Im kinda boring today so I would like to share something with u all but dont know wht is it. HAHAHA.

Ok let's talk about final exam arituu. FINAL EXAM already overrr ! ohyeeee, happy nk mati. So bye bye exam, we meet next year pulak. I will miss u :) Haha. I got my result, agak memuaskn hati la kot. My target tak kurang than 4A's.. InsyaAllah dapat.
15Nov is a great day though. A day at kbmall make me felt so messy and crazayyyyyy ! When we arrived there we straight away go to noodle station utk mengisi perott. Heeee kenyang. Then we went for " window shopping ". 3 jam setengah lepak sane, we were drop dead tired. selame ni hangout kbmall, 15NOV lahh yg most ROCKing and best gile babi. Whyy ? let it be a secret. Mchangit TERjumpee mamat pujaan hatinya. Agaknya tak tdo mlm laa mg. HAHAHA


Life is very very very and very hard ! Life also unfair too. I need money to survive, I have to admit it lahh. I guess its true when people said ; MONEY CAN BUY HAPPINESS. Hurm, people around me seem to take me for granted. Myb i was being ungrateful. For example, my sister. She is manipulative, controlling and she likes to shout a lot at me. I thought sisters were supposed to be close. She always thinks that she's better than me. That, I clearly see. Sisters, Im sorry because I annoyed u all a lot. And I know, Im not " ideal daughter " mom. Im the worst in socializing among of all your children. I always makes big problem for you and always protest your opinion. Yes im very stubborn. Im sorry mom, sis if you're reading this. This was kept inside me for a long timee.. I used to be such an independent girl, but im not able to hold it. I've failed to stand on my own feet. I dont think my family will understand me. Sometimes I feel like I would be better off without them. I'd rather with my friends, who can actually talk to me about things. who actually listen to me, and make me happy.
I just realized that they don't know me at all
. All they know is that I'm emotional. I'm sorry, I just know i'm not good enough for all of you.I guess, that's about it. My head is throbbing. Just got over a fight with the sis. Well, what are sister if its not for dramas right ?


* Topup dikurangkn to 20 ringgit sebulan. So, I wont reply any messages from celcom and digi numbers. Im sorry guys !

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