I dont even know wht to say anymore

I keep telling myself he's no good for me.
I keep telling myself tht I deserve better.
I keep telling myself tht he's an asshole for doing wht he did to me.
I keep telling myself tht I am sick of guys.


Seriously, I can't stand feeling this way. Im seriously thought I was over him but I'm not. I'm still hoping pathetically for him to like me back. As sharah says it, Pending. But we already know that there will be no reply but we still wait eagerly. Wait ! That's all we do in this life. Wait for something and then in the end find out that what we've been waiting for isn't even worth the wait because we end up knowing the horrible truth. Maybe the guy found another girl ? Maybe the guy DIED. Yeah he should just die.

So " him " , i know tht u know who you're..

So I'd better stop. And mark my words, this will be the last blog I'm writing that about him. The last and FINAL one.

SO BYE MANGKUK ! U'RE DEAD.