Inside Outside The Same

Hello people of the world , well I'll keep using this blog atas desakan Mr Nik Ahmad Aqasyah. Hahaha. But I will make a new blog but its too private. Em okeii, so how are you people ? Greatt ? Nice to hear that :P Im sorry for not updating my blog sbb ade hal-hal tertentu. Now I'm having a bad fever ! Demam rndu kot :P I miss you like hell.. I hope that u will miss me too -.-

Most people say that everyone goes through the same thing , well that might be half true but even if everyone does go through the same thing , it will different depending on how they'd handle it.

For sure , everyone has their moment. You could not blame a person breaking down right in front of you. For all you know, it could be you the next time. Your eyes keep on observing people like we're all actually seating for a test.

You made me think, how am I supposed to live life when I am being watch constantly by people who would point out my mistakes and wouldnt even care if I get hurt. Arent you suppose to let me make them so that I would learn from it ?

How things could get so complicated when one person say this and when the other people say that. Just stop, just dont say anything if you dont know the true story ! better yet just SHUT UP !

You may think we're all too busy for you , well I guess we are. But then like you said , the world doesnt revolves around one person. So dont be frigging selfish. It is weird not having anyone to talk to now , I feel I could just hurt even when I am actually talking about myself.

Someone say that they would always understand, and they would always be there, but where are you now ? I guess I could not blame you, even you're right beside me. I would not want to pour my heart out to you because for some reason you have really made 360 degrees change. And I am embrassed to blabber about my pitiful teenager life when you have bigger things to worry about.

I should stop thinking, when I think too much I get stressed and when I am stressed someone else would be too. I realized that I dont laugh as much as in the beginning of the year or last year. I miss laughing. I miss laughing when there's this huge problem in hand and I dont want to think about it. So all I do is find a friend and start chatting away until one topic would crack us up .

Fine, I am kinda-myb selfish. But it is not like its a bad thing cause in a way everyone is selfish. Everyone cares about their happiness than others , dont deny it. Even the person who says tht she would cry because of her friends, boyfriend, bestfriends, admirers. Well thats just plain weird cause in the end all she thinks about is herself. Not about others would feel.

Armand says : If you're the in the most crappy situation. I would help you sayang. Thnks Armand :P

Huhhh , hello he's just my GOODfriend laaa.