The Word : LOVE

I dont' understand it.
I can't explain it.
This feeling deep within me.
This fire burning so bright inside.
Screaming to be set free.
It is not juat another feeling.
It is LOVE
Yes, it has to be.
To say tht I have fallen in love with you since forever , well , it isn't true.
But I really did fell in love with you.
Everything about you is so breath taking.
From the moment you said tht u loved me , I couldn't help myself but shout for joy.
You made my heart sing like lalalala ~ HAHA
Through the whole period, I was myself.
Not afraid to be me.
I don't need to put on a mask.
I can be silly, I can be naughty. I feel so comfortable whem I'm near with you.
You make me feel so happy and special.
You make me feel REAL !
I was so happy being with you.
You give me compliments which were like ice-cream on a sunny day.
My heart is always lifted up, and my smile always wide and it's all because of you.
And then the time came for us to say GOODBYE.
The end of something we haven't even started.
Its hurt.
So bad and so deep.
Everything just fades away.
All the happiness and comfort flowed out through my glassy eyes.
I was broken , I didn't know what to do.
I felt paralyzed.
My heart is fragile, nothing seemed to matter to me anymore for my heart shattered into tiny tiny pieces of glass.
I am left with nothing but memories.
But I had to let you go.
I have to set you free.
For you have found happiness out there and I shall not be the one to stop you from reaching it.
It is simply because I love you.
I thought I've moved on.
I know I still think about you.
Yet I thought I moved on.
But when I saw you again , oh how much I missed you.
How much I long for you to tell me that you still love me.
But I was fantasizing.
Just another moment of day dreaming.
And I know reality.
At least I am able to lay my eyes on such angelic vision.
Such a wonderful sight.
I laid my eyes on you ! WOW , hahaha.
I LOVE YOU , I really do.
I wish that you're happy the way you are.
I pray for your safety and happiness.
And know that I will always be by your side.
I will always support you.


Hey I think I'm giving up.
I have my reasons, but I am just not strong enough to let everything go.
Why IM NOT STRONG ? GOD ! I have to be strong. I WANT to be strong. But i'm NOT.
Well , I hope you'll have a great life a head with someone who you really love.

HAHA , mcm tak percaya je ape yg aku tulis , but akhirnyaa aku luah kn jugak.
That's all for now, byeeeee.